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restinglichface) wrote2018-01-15 03:43 pm
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![]() | Turn your magic on Umi she'd say Everything you want's a dream away And we are legends, every day That's what she told me Turn your magic on, to me she'd say Everything you want's a dream away Under this pressure, under this weight We are diamonds Now I feel my heart beating I feel my heart underneath my skin And I feel my heart beating Oh, you make me feel Like I'm alive again Alive again Oh, you make me feel Like I'm alive again Said I can't go on, not in this way I'm a dream that died by light of day Gonna hold up half the sky and say Only I own me If we've only got this life This adventure, oh then I And if we've only got this life You'll get me through And if we've only got this life In this adventure, oh then I Want to share it with you With you, with you Yeah I do |
| Lup |
| "That's me. I'm the gal who never knows what she's doing until she's doing it." |


canon.
taako.
[artist]
Sometimes these memories pull us under
We get lost talking, days gone by
But we're not getting any younger
And now it feels like real life has dragged us in its tide
So we stay awake like we always do
And we try to recreate
And though nothing's changed and I'm next to you
It doesn't feel the same
I would never change what our past is
Written in our bones, it's who we are
I just can't control where my mind goes
When it goes too far
So we stay awake like we always do
And we try to recreate
And though nothing's changed and I'm next to you
It doesn't feel the same
Doesn't matter if we change
Doesn't matter at all
Don't you worry about me, friend
Don't you worry at all
Doesn't matter if we change
Doesn't matter at all
Don't you worry about me, friend
Don't you worry if it doesn't feel the same
barry.
[artist]
I said we're all gonna die but I'll never believe it
I love this world and I don't wanna leave it
Said that death is a deal that you cannot refuse
But I love you, girl and I don't wanna lose you
Don't want a long ride, I don't wanna die at all
I wanna be the man who lives forever
I ain't never gonna die and I want you to come
I said life is a tale, it begins and it ends
And forever's a word that we can't understand
Well, I know that my life's better when we're together
So why can't our story just go on forever?
Don't want a long ride, I don't wanna die at all
I wanna be the man who lives forever
I ain't never gonna die and I want you to come
I said life without end wouldn't have any meaning
The journey to death is the point of our being
Well, the point of my life is to be with you babe
But there ain't enough time in the life that they gave me
I said we're all gonna die but I'll never believe it
I love this world and I don't wanna leave it
Said that death is a deal that you cannot refuse
But I love you, girl and I don't wanna lose you
I wanna be the man who lives forever
And all those days and all those nights
Forever together, forever alive
magnus.
[artist]
There's a mad man looking at you
And he wants to take your soul.
There's a mad man with a mad plan
And he's dancing at your door. Oh
What to do, oh. What to do
When the walls are built to crumble.
There's a mad man with a mad plan
And he waits for us to stumble.
Oh, but our eyes are open
Yeah, they're really open
I say we rob from the rich
And blow down the door.
On to the next
To dance with the poor.
Jump on my shoulders.
You can jump on my shoulders.
We rob from the rich
And blow down the door.
On to the next
To dance with the poor.
Jump on my shoulders.
You can jump on my shoulders.
Everybody it's OK if
You're mad at what I'm saying.
Make peace, baby shake my hand 'cause
I'm pretty sure I'm staying. Oh
What to do, oh
Look at you, when the walls begin
To crumble.
Magnus' history in Hadriel runs everywhere. Currently, the man comes from just after the relics were dropped off, without a clue to what their future holds. It makes a few interactions a little awkward, especially since there are friends who know Magnus but he doesn't know them, but Lup loves the man with her full heart and is happy to help him adjust to life here.
merle.
[artist]
I have made mistakes
I have made mistakes, I continue to make them
And the promises I've made
The promises I've made, I continue to break them
And all the doubts I've faced
All the doubts I've faced, I continue to face them
But nothing is a waste
Nothing is a waste, if you learn from it
And the sun, it does not cause us
The sun, it does not cause us to grow
It is the rain that will strengthen
The rain that will strengthen your soul
It will make you whole
We have lived in fear
We have lived in fear, and our fear has betrayed us
We will overcome
We will overcome the apathy that has made us
Cause we are not alone
We are not alone in the dark with our demons
We have made mistakes
We have made mistakes, but we've learned from them
And oh my heart, how can I face you now?
We both know how badly I
How badly I have let you down
I am afraid
I am afraid of all that I've built
Fading away
In Hadriel, Merle's done wonders at keeping Lup grounded when her very nature tells her to act instead of waiting around, his oftentimes pointless distractions something that Lup's come to rely on when the gods are trying to play with their emotions. And though she wouldn't say it aloud, her love for the dwarf only increased when he refused to come down hard on Lucretia while she was here. Lup will remember this.
lucretia.
[artist]
And the heart is hard to translate
It has a language of its own
It talks in tongues and quiet sighs
And prayers and proclamations
In the grand deeds of great men and the smallest of gestures
And short shallow gasps
But with all my education I can’t seem to command it
And the words are all escaping, and coming back all damaged
And I would put them back in poetry if I only knew how
I can’t seem to understand it
And I would give all this and heaven too
I would give it all if only for a moment
That I could just understand the meaning of the word you see
Because I’ve been scrawling it forever but it never makes sense to me at all
And it talks to me in tiptoes
And it sings to me inside
It cries out in the darkest night and breaks in the morning light
She's disappeared from Hadriel for the second time and left a mess behind her.
angus.
[artist]
When we woke up
The world was figured out
Beyond the beauty we’ve dreamt about.
This brilliant light is brighter than we’ve known,
Without our darkness to prove it so.
Still, we can’t help but to examine it,
To add our question marks to periods.
At the foot of our bed, we found an envelope…
“You are enough.”
These little words, somehow they’re changing us.
“You are enough.”
So we let our shadows fall away like dust.
When we grew up,
Our shadows grew up too.
But they’re just old ghosts
That we grow attached to.
The tragic flaw is that they hide the truth
That you’re enough.
I promise you’re enough.
I promise you’re enough, I promise you.
“You are enough.”
These little words, somehow they’re changing us.
“You are enough,”
So we let our shadows fall away like dust.
“You are enough.”
These little words, somehow they’re changing us.
Let it go, let it go, “You are enough.”
So we let our shadows fall away like dust.
If asked, Lup will happily tell anyone that Angus is her nephew.
kravitz.
[artist]
I'm all dressed up with nowhere to go
Walkin' with a dead man over my shoulder
I'm all dressed up with nowhere to go
Walkin' with a dead man over my shoulder
Waiting for an invitation to arrive
Goin' to a party where no one's still alive
Waiting for an invitation to arrive
Goin' to a party where no one's still alive
I was struck by lighting, walkin' down the street
I was hit by something last night in my sleep
It's a dead man's party who could ask for more
Everybody's comin', leave your body at the door
Leave your body and soul at the door
Don't run away it's only me
Only me, only me
I got my best suit and my tie
Shiny silver dollar on either eye
I hear the chauffeur comin' to my door
Says there's room for maybe just one more
Don't run away it's only me
Don't be afraid of what you can't see
Don't run away it's only me
Don't be afraid of what you can't see
It's only me
Only me
lydia.
[artist]
I don't like your little games
Don't like your tilted stage
The role you made me play
Of the fool, no, I don't like you
I don't like your perfect crime
How you laugh when you lie
You said the gun was mine
Isn't cool, no, I don't like you (oh)
But I got smarter, I got harder in the nick of time
Honey, I rose up from the dead, I do it all the time
I've got a list of names and yours is in red, underlined
I check it once, then I check it twice, oh!
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me—
Ooh, look what you made me do
Look what you made me do
Look what you just made me do
Look what you just made me do
I don't like your kingdom keys
They once belonged to me
You asked me for a place to sleep
Locked me out and threw a feast (what?)
The world moves on, another day, another drama, drama
But not for me, not for me, all I think about is karma
And then the world moves on, but one thing's for sure
Maybe I got mine, but you'll all get yours
Lup would much rather not have anything to do with Lydia, unless it's going somewhere violent.
cross-canon.
uncharted.
nate.
High ho, triple salchow
I got a feeling like a tidal flow
But I know what I am, they know what they are, so let me be
Gasoline, saccharine
I got no reason for the state I'm in
But I know what I am, they know what they are, so let me be
Hotel, Taco Bell
I got the hit that you know damn well
But I know what I am, they know what they are, so let me be
Cut teeth, better believe
I got a feeling that I'm underneath
But I know what I am, they know what they are, so let me be
But it's alright, it's okay. I got the time but the time don't pay
It's alright, it's okay. I got the time but the time don't pay
It's alright, it's okay. I got the time but the time don't pay
It's alright, it's okay
Flick flack, no slack
I got the wit that my enemies lack
But I know what I am, they know what they are, so let me be
Trick some, just begun
Giving you more when you really want one
Cause I know what I am, they know what they are, so let me be
Hot sweat, got debt
Put your liquor in the locker, cause you don't know yet
But I know what I am, they know what they are, so let me be
Ship shape, ticker tape
Looks to me like a narrow escape
But I know what I am, they know what they are, so let me be
I know what I am, they know what they are so let me be
I know what I am
With the arrival of Nate’s brother into Hadriel, some new information was brought to the light that momentarily pulled Nate and his wife, Elena, apart. Even with her close relationship to Elena and the fact he’d absolutely been in the wrong, Lup still dragged him out of his self-inflected loneliness to include him in her family’s safety zone during the Null invasion, making sure he was well taken care of. Lup would admit it to no one, but it was easy for her to relate to what he’d did, the need to hide certain truths from those you love.
elena.
Don't ask me what you know is true
Don't have to tell you, oh, I love your precious heart
I was standing, you were there
Two worlds collide
And they could never, ever tear us apart
And we could live for a thousand years
But if I hurt you, I'd make wine from your tears
Oh, I told you that we could fly
'Cause we all have wings, but some of us don't know why
I was standing, you were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never, ever tear us apart, oh, oh, oh
And they could never, ever tear us apart, oh, oh, oh
I was standing, you were there
Two worlds collided
And they could never, ever tear us apart
Tear us apart, oh woah
And they could never, ever tear us apart
Hadriel has thrown the two quite a few curveballs during their time there, but for each new trouble that pops up, the two women are unshakable in their dedication to one another. While Elena needed a place to crash during her and Nate’s brief separation, Lup was there to whisk her away with open arms and as much booze as possible, opening up with her advice in a show of vulnerability that she so rarely shows the world. But she trusts Elena of all people to not drag her for her emotions, which is more than Lup can say for most folks.
undertale.
alphys.
[artist]
This ones for the lonely child
Broken-hearted, running wild
This was written for the ones to blame
One who believes they are the cause of chaos and everything
You may find yourself in the dead of night
Lost somewhere up in the great big beautiful sky
You were all just perfect little satellites
Spinning round and round this broken earthly life
This is so you know the sound
Someone who loves you from the ground
Tonight you're not alone at all
This is me sending out my satellite call
This is so you know the sound
Someone who loves you from the ground
Tonight you're not alone at all
This is me sending out my satellite call
The kind of scars they’ve left on the world don’t ever go away, no matter how hard they try to avert their eyes.
last of us.
ellie.
You're damned if you do and you're damned if you don't
So, you might as well just do whatever you want
So, make lots of noise
Kiss lots of boys
Or kiss lots of girls if that's somethin' you're into
When the straight and narrow gets a little too straight
Roll up a joint, or don't
Just follow your arrow wherever it points
Yeah, follow your arrow wherever it points
Say what you think, love who you love
’Cause you just get so many trips around the sun
Yeah, you only only live once
So, make lots of noise
Kiss lots of boys
Or kiss lots of girls if that's what you're into
When the straight and narrow gets a little too straight
Roll up a joint, I would
And follow your arrow wherever it points
Yeah, follow your arrow wherever it points
red vs blue.
ephemera.
Well it's midnight, damn right, we're wound up too tight
I've got a fist full of whiskey, the bottle just bit me
Oh
That shit makes me bat shit crazy
We've got no fear, no doubt, all in balls out
We're going off tonight
To kick out every light
Take anything we want
Drink everything in sight
We're going till the world stops turning
While we burn it to the ground tonight
Oh
We're screaming like demons, swinging from the ceiling
I got a fist full of fifties, tequila just hit me
Oh
We got no class, no taste, no shirt, and shit faced
We got it lined up, shot down, firing back straight crown
We're going off tonight
To kick out every light
Take anything we want
Drink everything in sight
We're going till the world stops turning
While we burn it to the ground tonight
Oh
Ticking like a time bomb, drinking till the nights gone
Well get your hands off of this glass, last call my ass
Well no chain, no lock, and this train won't stop
We got no fear, no doubt, all in balls out
washington.
Now, payback is a bad bitch
And baby, I'm the baddest
You fuckin' with a savage
Can't have this, can't have this (ah)
And it'd be nice of me to take it easy on ya, but nah
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Bein' so bad got me feelin' so good
Showin' you up like I knew that I would
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Baby, I'm sorry (I'm not sorry)
Feelin' inspired 'cause the tables have turned
Yeah, I'm on fire and I know that it burns
If given the opportunity, Lup would save his ass in a fight.
izombie.
drake.
[artist]
All winter we got carried away
Over on the rooftops, let's get married
All summer we just hurried
So come over, just be patient, and don't worry
So come over, just be patient, and don't worry
So come over, just be patient, and don't worry
And don't worry
Try
Try
Try
Try
No I don't want to battle from beginning to end
I don't want a cycle of recycled revenge
I don't want to follow Death and all of his friends
No I don't want to battle from beginning to end
I don't want a cycle of recycled revenge
I don't want to follow Death and all of his friends.
And, in the end, we lie awake, and we dream of making our escape.
And, in the end, we lie awake, and we dream of making our escape.
Drake easily has the warmest heart that Lup's ever known, which makes his status as a zombie all the more heartbreaking, especially considering how peaceful he operates, always guiding Lup and Ephemera towards the non-violent resolution, even if it's against their natures. Even when the world seems against him, he's thoughtful and considerate, running into burning buildings to save strangers and choosing to be locked up before he can hurt others. There's a part of Lup that wishes she could be more like him, selfless and kind, willing to sacrifice more for the sake of those she loves, but she's just not as good as he is. He's one few people in Hadriel outside of her family that can actually get her talking, even if it takes some time, but his patience always pays off.
wolf among us.
gren.
I've taken a hit or two
I've given quite a few
I swing my firsts and the cities all fall
I've broken a law
I reckon I only missed a few
I watch these long days pass through the bars
I curse the brass
I've had a cracked rib or two
I guess I've busted more
I've laid a couple out on the coolin' board
Sometimes you walk the line
And sometimes it walks you
You get quick to anger
Quick to put a knife up to another man's throat
I cannot still the hell that's in these hands
When they came to take me
I didn't fight just let them win
A man died in my cell
Damn the guards sure gave me hell
I'd love to see them horsemen ride
So law and order stand aside
Cause in a few more yards we'll reach the line
And meet up with a friend of mine
The dogs are comin' swift and mean
But I'm hungrier than they have ever been
What started as outright trolling has become one of the more unexpected friendships in Lup's life. Gren isn't all that he seems to be. On the outside, he looks rough, unapproachable, someone Lup wouldn't ever be caught hanging with, but after saving her life by sacrificing his own, something changed. With Hope's powers faint after the Null attack, Gren was brought back temporarily deaf, and sometime between the topics of vore and whether loving races with shorter lifespans was worth the inevitable pain, they became friends.
When the Rage Event hit and Barry grew violently possessive, it was Gren that Lup sought out, trusting he'd keep her safe.
original characters.
kyna.
Climbing trees like we did when we were children
Scaling walls; the walls that took us years to build
Climbing trees; haven't much since we were children
Shaking limbs tend to end up bent and broken
Safe inside the walls we built, we found ourselves a home
Higher branches, harder fall
Hesitation stops us all
Higher branches, harder fall
Hesitation stops us all
Oh, you'll never know
Higher branches, harder fall
Hesitation stops us all
Higher branches, harder fall
Hesitation stops us all
Oh, you'll never know
Oh, you'll never know
Oh, you'll never know
Climbing trees; haven't much since we were children
Shaking limbs tend to end up bent and broken
But heartache pales in comparison to love
A half-elf in a sea of humans, Kyna's snarkiness and sharp wit are what keep drawing Lup straight to her. She's fun to hang out with, one of the few people here who indulges Lup in talking shit about their friends, and Lup imagines that in a fight they'd be a real force to be reckoned with. Two evocation wizards against the world? No one would stand a chance. The more they speak, the closer and more protective of the other woman she becomes. After the incident with Ephemera, Lup's keeping a closer eye on Kyna. She knows the girl can take care of herself, but Lup knows a little something about having a big mouth and getting into trouble because of it.
kate.
All too good, it's all too good
Half empty bottles of wine on my sink, and I am, I am
Far too gone, way too gone, I cannot think and I don't even care
No I don't
Wish that we could stay in this for life
Wish we could remain in this but I
I know better
Everything is way too good, way too good now
If nothing is meant to last, maybe we should drink to that
Cause it's way too good, way too good now
Morning's gonna come so fast, pour another drink in my glass
On the balcony, looking at the city
Everything seem to be so far away and I know, I know
It's all too good, all too good
You look at me like tomorrow could wait, lost in a haze
Wish that we could stay in this for life
Wish we could remain in this but I
I know better
Don't need anything else, I don't wanna cry anymore tears
For everything, everything I've wasted
Don't need anything else, cause we got it all as long as we're here
But everything, everything is changing
Cause it's way too good, way too good now
If nothing is meant to last, pour another drink in my glass
Pour another drink in my glass
For all of Kate's aloofness, the pair have had some serious conversations since Hadriel moved from the caves to the vast desert, giving Lup quite an insight into her friend's thoughts and feelings about the world they're trapped in. As it stands, it seems they both seem to hold the same opinion on whether they want to stay or leave.
twin peaks.
laura.
Clipped wings, I was a broken thing
Had a voice, had a voice but I could not sing
You would wind me down
I struggled on the ground
So lost, the line had been crossed
Had a voice, had a voice but I could not talk
You held me down
I struggle to fly now
Oh, but there's a scream inside that we all try to hide
We hold on so tight, we cannot deny
Eats us alive, oh it eats us alive
Oh, yes, there's a scream inside that we all try to hide
We hold on so tight, but I don't wanna die, no
I don't wanna die, I don't wanna die
And I don't care if I sing off key
I found myself in my melodies
I sing for love, I sing for me
I shout it out like a bird set free
No I don't care if I sing off key
I found myself in my melodies
I sing for love, I sing for me
I'll shout it out like a bird set free
Now I fly, hit the high notes
I have a voice, have a voice, hear me roar tonight
You held me down
But I fought back loud
I'll shout it out like a bird set free
If she's ever in danger, Lup won't be too far behind to light up anyone or anything in her path.
TO ADD:
Glacius
Curufin
Tucker
Vax/Vex