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lup 🔥 ([personal profile] restinglichface) wrote2017-07-06 10:49 pm

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[personal profile] dedikated 2019-05-08 04:00 pm (UTC)(link)
( It's so easy to believe that it will hurt less the more you get used to it. So easy to think that, after years of dealing with Hadriel's particular brand of ripping loved ones out of your life, it won't hurt after a while. And part of Kate, that part which holds onto the guilt of her brother's death, scoffs at the pain she feels, as though none of the losses she's suffered here should ever compare to Marc's death.

And, had it been anyone else who disappeared, Kate might have agreed with it. She might have been able to shrug it off with a few nights drinking and distraction, but losing Ignis was never going to be that simple, especially now, when bits of him are so completely woven into every part of her day. Visits and thoughts, messages, meals, bits and pieces scattered around her house and the awareness that some of her own clothes are stashed somewhere in his apartment.

She'll have to get them, eventually. Or maybe just leave them to whatever eventual changes happen, find something new in the stores.
)

Drink. ( Look, she is never letting go of this bottle, or at least not until it's drained, okay? Speaking of... she's going to try to make a decent sized dent in that right now. ) 'M going back to casual sex.

( One night stands. Fake names and leaving before the person wakes up. It was so much easier when it didn't hurt like this. )